I was in school on friday to drop my CDS, not taking any cds this sem and will be having a relaxing tue, wed, thur. Waited for the freshies to finish their lesson and sold the bks away. It happened that the buyer was actually an ex cvss, and was many of my friend's friend. But i didnt noe at tat time.



Went penisular with hakim, clement, lucas and noor, zal and ahmad joined us at a later time. Hakim bought a F30+ black which was beautiful and expensive too. Had LJS for dinner and one of the girl was happening to be celebrating her birthday and zal joined in by singing too.


Slacked at marina square's starbucks until ahmad decided to be adidas's last customer of the day. lol joke. then slacked at mcdonald while waiting for bao/moon to finish their work and zal took 6 cups of plain water there! The woman beside us was laughing while eating and especially when he do funny thing like setting up the cups into a formation of those pyramid used commonly in wedding dinner and start pouring the water in and it crashed!

Slacked at cp till abt 1 before we went home and zal was having a war with lucas. lol

Sat was a day full of WE, played till my thumb redden. Lucas, ahmad, roy and clement was part of the grp tat tortured me for close to 14hrs!! Serious no kidding. Ahmad was kind to play medal of honour with me and stop WE with me. lol

Sunday was a raining day, training with the bonitos continue as usual but with many missing, notable ones being noor, hakim, zal, haziq, amron, paoming, ivan... Played 6 aside football, scored 2 and assisted 3 including 1 for clement! Rb run till the penalty area, its hard not to pass to him. I must work extra hard to get the player of the month as competition is damn strong la, clement was praised week in week out. Had dinner with joshua, ahmad and seekiang was there too. Had a great bodek-ing session and went home at around 9+.

I'm sick and tired of everything in my life, the pain is unbearable. Fucked up life. Everything's changed, everything's gone. The things i once had, i still cherish them but its jus too late now.

Wish to pour out everything to someone, jus someone who can comfort me like u used to. Maybe i shd jus forget it and live on even though i noe its hard, i have been decieving myself and choosing the easy way out each time. How i wish everything will be fine..

Got a bad bad news from darling on wed after her lessons. The freaking colour and combination CDS require u to draw on ur very first lesson and present to the whole class. WTH. As u all noe how "great" was my art, hahahaha i simply cant take tis CDS sia. LOL nice la so today after my lecture went to find my academic advisor, Mr Seah. Lucky i played soccer with him before and got a rather gd relationship wif him by flip-flapping him on the court, hahahahaha, managed to appeal for 2 CDS, effective e learing development and using internet as a research tool. But still nid confirmation tml and if i dun get it, tink i will drop my CDS and not taking any tis sem.


Slacked with the noor, zal, ahmad, joseph and russell and talked about our team at scuplture park before playing some of the interesting thing there. Zal was the victim being turn and turn by us. lol



Today had fashion merchandise lec which was so uninspiring to us guys, damn it. I must learn more from darling on this area. hahahah after that was a boring comm skills 2. A funny thing happened in class. Jian hai was late for class and the teacher was taking attendance and when reach upon his name, we said "u can call him peter" tats his christian name. Everyone was laughing lik crazy. hahaha then we also think of many names such as call him see and his surname was Lee, so make it See Lee. HAHA


I skipped my CDS today and we play soccer at around 6pm. Ahmad came at around 630 and lucas, ahmad, kenny's friend nicholas and me was playing some entertaining football that get the crowds going. hahaha really nice passing move and 1-2 even though it was the first time we play with tat guy. And i scored 2 of my personal best goals today! lol it had henry's essence in it.



This goal and this goal.

Woo nice. hahaha one of my dream goal is fufilled.

First week of school.

Mon- 9-11
Tue- 9-11. I skipped it due to sickness. Partly overslept.
Wed- no sch
Thurs- 9-6! omfg.
Fri- 9-12


So slack and it suits me well but its a problem when i'm too free at home. I got bored of everything!

Sch was obviously ok for me, but the real test was on thursday, a freaking 9hrs in sch. And god, my CDS was colour n combination! Hope i can pass it with lucas help and finish all my CDS. Something defintely to look forward on thursday was street soccer after lessons with my usual poly friends and maybe a couple of Fc Bonitoians. haha


DUN COMPARE ME WITH HIM!

Jus hope things will be smooth and fine, its been a long long time since i'm truly happy.

Had a weird dramatic nightmare the day before and it was so real together with the emotions. It was not the first time i had such scary nightmare and those emotions were so real that i felt myself crying in real life.


Back to reality, woke up rather early to meet my friends to Mr roche's wedding at siglap hill church. My friend, jian hai drove us ther, it seemed damn difficult to drive a car. Anyway waited abt 1hr till the main highlight, which is to eat! LOL was damn hungry la. hahahaha the food was from siam kitchen, the satay was the nicest of all, and the rice was well below standard. lol


Give our best wishes and gifts to the bridegroom and he is going honeymoon when sch reopen. Nice timing. haha sincerely wish them have a blissful marriage. :) Took photos with the newly wed and omg omg omg! LOL think i'm going crazy. It really brights u up when u see people having a happy ending. Bid gdbye to Mr roche and jianhai drove xiaoling, kiong and annabelle to the nearest mrt station and he send me home! HAHA coz he's going seng kang too.


It's gd to see people having success in their relationship. SWEET!

TERRIBLE TERRIBLE TIMETABLE.

MEANINGLESS TUESDAY AND WEDNESDAY.

AND LOOK AT THAT FRIDAY, IT SUCKS.


GARYLLA!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! And also clement and yangrong. hahaha such coincidence.

Thank u to all those who sent their greetings, much appreciated and remembered :) For those who didnt, watch out. HAHA kidding.

17 October!

Pre birthday celebration with the DUDES, namely zal, noor, hakim, clement and ahmad at compass point pizza hut. Zal is as funny as usual wif his SURFER"S CHOICE. LOL and so nice of him to ask me smile so widely to the waiter ah. HAHAHA saw Mrs Yoga at compass point and zal was crapping away happily with her. lol ahmad and hakim came my house after that for WE and ahmad played all the way till 4am! He still owe me 50 pumpings! LOL



Today went out with darling to Vivo and had lunch at this kolo mee shop which is outside the food court. The mee is tender and along with its ingredient are damn tasty/delicious, highly recommend. 5/5 stars, seriously u wont regret it and all should try.

Walked around vivo and ends up at starbucks. Something really funny happen there, a staff was cleaning the table and suddenly a guy at the nxt table sneeze, this TIMID male staff jumped a little quite clearly and was in a shocked stage. We both saw his reaction and cant stop laughing. LOL

After that watched "Shoot Em Up". Choose this cause its M18! LOL a action/ gun thriller. Shooting happened almost every scene and the moves remind me of jackie chan's movie. haha Simple storyline though.

Dinner at Marche, a swiss market restaurant with a rather interesting and unique concept. haha nice food too and with this concept, i think it wil encourage u to spend more cause u r taking the food without noticing its price. Went out for a stroll outside before going home.

Good day.

Nicest phone. No 3G though.

Haha. Quitted my job there though it was a damn fun and enriching experience. The people there was friendly and helpful too and customers were polite also. Now i know a smile and thank u could really bright up some people's day. If onli i got no school, i would work there for a long time. Too bad and sad, i dont tink i could cope wif work when sch start. Too little time really, if onli there's 48hrs per day. HAHA


Sunday was WE wif the usual guys and somehow something was missing. Maybe its u? SAM. HAHAHA


Yesterday which is Monday was a day spent with darling. Simple yet quality time spent, know her gaming world better but stil dun play too much ok. haha yst tried some playing time on tat audition and damn, i was freaking "pro" LOL. My agility and reflexes of my fingers was damn slow la. hahaha cant even get past the slowest song. Wth, onli make me hate u more, do u know. HAHA

Meet noor and zal at cp in the evening to acc noor to orchard to exchange games. Cant stand zal's bushy helmet hair, look like a 70s rock star. hahaha it was funny. Slacked around after that with lucas and hakim joining.

School starting soon next week and i so hate it.

I'm seeing darling less and less. Once a week at most? She's really addicted to tat game, friends pls drag her out of it. The hours she spent wif it in a day is massive and could well be what i spent with her each week. Not a single day she didnt play and i really could do nothing abt it. No smses or calls from her cause she's playing tat game every now and then and i really wonder what could stop her from playing. Pls stop it, for ur own good and for us! U'r seriously neglecting me. Our relationship will be bad if u stil do not do something about it, i'hv done my best aldry. Sigh i dont think u wld even have the time to read tis.


Thinking of it jus make me no mood for everything, SIAN!

Just hope darling would stop playing tat often and spent more time with me.

Went shopping for slippers and jeans with my mum on Thursday. She had a great bargaining skill, from 1 for $15 she can bought 2+1 small one for $20! Started work on friday at surf and turf, quite ok but tired of coz. I still think i prefer selling clothes then in F&B line. And only if u'r me, u would know what's my personal reason.

Happy 18th birthday sweetheart.

No more quarrels, i swear.
Trust me baby, i will make it true.

Doesnt know how to start. Maybe life isnt the same anymore, i'm never fully or truely happy since then. Became so distracted that i cut my finger, wondered into spaces and even affect my performance on the field and the court. Hope can retain my starting 11 place and not fall into the feets of hakim, yang rong or SEE KIANG!


Talking about it, training last sunday was quite nice. Teamed up with noor was always nice, haha we played 7 aside football and we cruise to victory on all the occassions. Scored a few number of goals and we won our games yet our whole team get critised by joshua for not playing up to standard. Totally wth, from what i see, our play was ok, not tat fantastic but almost there but certainly not there yet to be critised. right faizal? lol



Today went out with clement, bao and noor to lavender then bugis and then suntec. Lunched at suntec too and what the hell, went to fish and co then leave for pizza hut. Damn embarrassed. Anyway food at pizza hut was nice due to the extra ingredients i added personally such as chilli, pepper and cheese. Plenty of them! I shake it for a total close to 2mins. No kidding. After that, went for job interview at clement's workplace, waited for close to 1 hr i think before the manager came out, and less than 5mins, we are off to paradiz centre for pool. I didnt play at all, simply no feel. Just had feel for reading books suddenly. Dont laugh.

Ahmad, faizal, lucas and hakim joined us and they played all the way till 7+ before eating and then carry on after eating, pool manics.



Great day but i'm never really happy.. U know the reason.